The Progression of Pondering #1

Alright, here we are. Let's see what's going on up there.

I don't need to prove anything to anyone. I didn't ask for any of this, and I certainly don't enjoy being caged inside an education center, just consuming my time on something simply because it needs to be spent doing something and the government thinks I don't have the self-motivation to develop into a contributing member of society. I don't need a piece of paper with a letter written on it to display my knowledge. Simply take Michio Kaku, a well very well renowned Theoretical Physicist, he has a YouTube video talking about wanting to tear his daughters biology textbook to shreds, and explained how disappointed he was on the way we were told to just memorize and repeat; plus the tactics involved strongly dampen the spirits of children from desiring a future of science. We are naturally scientists, any aspect of the world can be affiliated with any field of science; we tend to question the environments around us, making us all subliminal scientists.

Back to the original thought though, just thought I had to advertise some science.

How much time have we actually spent at school though? Since day one of kindergarten through to now, I'm too lazy to even attempt to calculate that at this moment of 10:13pm. That is a lot of time though, and it could have been spent on such a broad range of things that would make us feel truly satisfied with life. How much time really needs to be depleted through sitting in a desk filled with a class that's three quarters filled with kids who have no interest in the lesson, are inconsiderate to the encouragement from the teachers, and are just a physical mass consuming an area until they hear their signal to disengage from the class, and then just go squander in the hallways until it's time for the next torturous hour of sitting and waiting. We need to implement specialized programs for different types of kids, none of us are the same, but that's not bad, we all excel at something and could greatly contribute to someone's greater benefit with our talent. There are thousands of things that you're just simply never subject to, so it never becomes a preferred activity, leading to dedication and success, and a lot of times, we all have a talent that involves supplying another person with any sort of benefit. And if not, maybe you're just a skateboarder, you'll make cool films and amaze people through your feats of proficiency in skateboarding, the same applies to any sport. We always need entertainers, but that's aside from the main point, we all have that hidden talent locked in there, something that just corresponds with our brain in a perfect way. I just personally, and this is completely personal, do not see school unlocking anybody's true talents or passions, there are a select few though, don't get me wrong, it's not like there isn't a single person in the school that actually does enjoy it, there are a fair amount. I just feel like we all have something so unique and precious to bring to this world, I am never able to subdue the craving for achieving greatness, achieving something that will put my name down on this Earth and leave an ever-lasting energy. Whether that's aiding the space programs to enable fluent and accessible space travel to extort resources from celestial bodies located elsewhere, or to bring a permanent change to the current human condition on Earth. I wish we all had this covert thought lying in us, I believe we do, but that's only a belief. I've personally witnessed people close to me decide on a life of ruin and deterioration through substance rather than raise their child. So, that makes it personally challenging to hold my belief. Lots of humans are just lazy naked apes that want to entrust their safety in other people. Anyways, I'm starting to dig a grave I'm not ready to occupy just yet, enough of the criticism. I've been writing for about thirty minutes straight now, and I'm really beginning to feel drowsy, this strange phenomenon called fatigue. Good night.

EDIT:  I don't really want to sleep. I just turned on some Pink Floyd and I'm feeling another paragraph.

The way we carry out and spend our ever receding time on this planet. As if we're all oblivious to the fact we're going to be rotting in the ground one day, dead. Yeah, that did read out to be as harsh as you think it is, but unfortunately, part of reality is facing what is ahead and accepting it. Death is imminent at any moment, you don't know if your body may even make a fatal error at this very moment and cease to function. So tell me, can you reflect on how you've carried out your life and fully accept to die at this very moment if you had to? Damn, that is a crummy thought to throw in the mix though. Life, what can you do eh? 

I'd really love it if I actually received more feedback from my audience, don't even come here to comment and just say something related to "Like the article man, good job!" I appreciate all the love and all, I just don't write to receive compliments, I write to share my thoughts and hear other peoples thoughts.

Dreams. I actually have dreams some nights, and I kid you not, if it's an intriguing dream and my brain decides to remember it, I will have a deja vu later in the day and recall dreaming that very moment and can even predict what is about to happen, and every single time (unless I feel like adjusting fate to my preference) what I know is about to happen, happens. I may even have a few references that could also back me up, maybe I'm psychic, that would be neat. Or sometimes I just really vividly remember the exact moment at which I was having the dream, and what dream I was having right before that one and what dream I had after the flash unveiling to my future. That doesn't make much sense but it also does, what I was originally trying to say is, when I have a deja vu it sparks my unknown memory of the dreams I had previously in the night, extremely vividly. DMT, the dream molecule, is linked to all living life forms on the planet, so you could get into a lot of spiritual theories on that idea. Anyways, now I'm actually going to go to sleep. Goodnight.